MAGiX Movie Edit PRO 12
Choose MAGIX Movie Edit Pro because your Home Videos Deserve The Best. A choice of edit screen modes and professional, yet easy-to-use features make it a snap for anyone to transform raw video footage into impressive movies. Make sensational cuts, build special effects and 3D transitions and create your own soundtracks. An integrated CD & DVD authoring utility makes it easy to create animated chapter menus, like those seen on DVD videos, and record your memories onto CD & DVD.
Enjoy the groundbreaking Windows Media High Definition technology and use the high image resolution of your PC monitor, projector, or HD-enabled TV device (via compatible-DVD player) to play crystal clear photoshows. The new standard format lets you experience the full multi-megapixel resolution with almost no loss and guarantees sharp contours, vibrant colors and great depth of focus. All you need is a few clicks to burn your movies with high-resolution menus onto CD or DVD: autostart-enabled for any PC! Simply choose between two high definition standard resolutions: 1280×720 and 1920×1080. For comparison: The PAL NTSC norm, for American TVs, can only handle 640×480 pixels.

Turn your friends into
pirates at the touch of a button with an eye patch, or transform children into little angels with their very own haloes. Enhance romantic memories by adding fireworks, or have it rain hearts. You can even make the family dog talk through comical speech bubbles. Refine your videos with funny gags at the touch of a button using animated fun motifs and high-quality decoration/text elements incl. sound, fitting comments and impressive effects, individually adaptable (position, size, rotation, etc.), and fun for everyone.

Give us your best shot, and upload it to your own free photo & video website. Whether from your camcorder, digital photo camera or mobile phone, you can now import everything that moves you and easily put it online in a snap. Output your movies in the right resolution for the internet and, if requested, in HDTV quality!

Surprise your friends and family with your video messages, impress them with holiday footage or give your far-away loved ones something to smile about. There’s no limits to your imagination: All videos are automatically posted online at the desired bandwidth, complete with effects, text, speech commentary, and background music, and can be viewed with a simple click.

Precise sorting and quick redesigning of whole scene processes with adjustable zoom in the new scene overview, integrated directly into the Arranger, you’ll always see what’s going on, even in large scale projects. Time-consuming navigation and tedious searching through large projects is finally a thing of the past. Switch from the fullscreen overview to the simple storyboard or detailed timeline views with a simple click. This way you’ll always have the perfect overview to stay in control.

You want to perfectly synchronize your New Years fireworks’ video with the sound of the firecrackers? Or to precisely tag certain on-screen moments with text. Or to change to the next scene directly after the drum roll? And all this, without having to edit anything? Then simply set a snap point at the desired positions in your video or sound file. You can now “magnetically” dock any video, audio or text objects you want and play them back synchronously.

Key Features:
· Fantastic 3D power effects
· Burns high-definition discs with menu
· Add humorous touch to scenes
· Free photo & video websites with a click
· Double-layer DVD burning
· Intelligent burn assistant for the appropriate disc type
· MAGIX Smart Design for easy and intuitive use
· Integrated scene overview for fast selecting and sorting
· DVD menus with realistic 3D image fonts and new animations
· Innovative DVD menu
· Design your own DVD menu elements and background pictures
· Virtual original soundtrack normalization for impressive sound
· VHS Copy Assistant for scene recognition and chapter markers
· Quick optimization for failed recordings
· Take advantage of external audio effect plug-ins (VST)
· Transition effects for 16:9 widescreen format
· Flawless video mix effects with Alpha Channel keying
· Now with object curves also for selective brightness (Gamma function)
· “Freeze” project areas as individual objects
· Clever object synchronization with snap points
· Exits automatically after burning
· Clean-Up Wizard removes unnecessary files
· MAGIX Photo Manager for your digital photos

Requirements:
· MB RAM (256 MB recommended),
· IntelPentium III 600 MHz or comparable processor

What’s New in This Release:
· NEW! Supports videos with Dolby® Digital sound
· NEW! Creates video discs in high-resolution HD-DVD video format
· NEW! Reads video DVDs from DVD camcorders and recorders
· NEW! Automatically generated background music..
 

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Create DVDs your way–the easy way! The user-friendly interface lets you manage all disc creation tasks from a single menu and turn your video footage into a DVD in a few simple steps. Use Smart Movie to create your DVD automatically, or use advanced editing tools to add a personal touch. Supports HDTV recording, editing and output!

Capture
WinDVD Creator 3 is compatible with a wide variety of input devices, so you can capture TV and HDTV program to DVD with a navigation menu, or direct record your analog tapes to DVD.

Edit
Includes advanced editing tools like time stretching, scene detection, split cut, and audio tracks. Users can work in Storyboard or Timeline mode to create a movie with fancy transition effects.

Author
Choose a menu template from a gallery, or customize a unique menu template. Motion menus, motion chapter icons and music menus are also supported.

Output
Output your newly created movies to your Apple iPod, Sony PSP, hard drive, or DV Camcorder. Enjoy the flexibility.

Burn
Make your movie with Make Movie Wizard. You have a variety of output options, which includes VCD, SVCD, DVD on CD, DVD, DVD+DL, DVD-DL and DVD+/-VR. Users can also do on disc editing or record video to disc directly.

Size: 60 MB

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WinDVD 2010 – the world’s #1 Blu-ray and DVD player software for the ultimate movie experience!
Bring the ultimate movie experience to your PC with Corel® WinDVD® 2010, the world’s leading video and DVD player software. Watch movies on your home theater system, desktop or laptop, and enjoy crystal-clear pictures with crisp, theater-like surround sound. The best DVD player software for high-quality video playback, WinDVD delivers a more lifelike and exhilarating entertainment experience. Enjoy home movies or the latest Hollywood blockbusters with superior picture quality and razor-sharp audio performance. Take your flicks on the go with laptop features that make sure your batteries don’t run out before the movie. Plus, watch videos right from your camera, camcorder or DVD-no downloading required! Bring the high-impact HD movie experience to your PC with Corel® WinDVD® Pro 2010 – the world’s leading Blu-ray and DVD player software.

Whether you’re watching a Blu-ray Disc®, an HD video file downloaded from the Internet or your own HD home movie, WinDVD Pro gives you the intense video quality that only HD can deliver.

• . Watch home movies or the latest Hollywood blockbuster DVDs
• . Enjoy crystal-clear video
• . Experience the crisp sound quality of Dolby® Digital Sound
• . Watch movies wherever you are with battery optimization for your laptop
• . Play movies in popular audio and video formats
• . Get hands-on with Windows® 7 touch-screen features

WinDVD 2010 delivers the best Blu-ray and DVD playback performance on your PC. Immerse yourself in the true HD experience and radically enhance your viewing pleasure. Rich color. Sharp contrast. Crisp, booming sound. Lifelike detail. Once you go HD, there’s no turning back!

• WinDVD 2010 Standard – DVD player software for movie lovers and business travelers who just want an easy way to enjoy high-quality DVD playback. Get the true cinematic experience at home or on your laptop. Includes:
• . DVD-Video, QuickTime®, Windows Media® and AVCHDT support
• . Dolby Digital® 5.1 Surround Sound
• . Battery optimization for laptops
• . Windows 7 multi-touch support
• WinDVD 2010 Pro – Kick it up a notch with HD! WinDVD Pro is a Blu-ray player that supports AVCHD and even upscales standard DVDs to near-HD quality for more intense movies and music. Includes everything in the Standard version, plus:
• . GPU-accelerated upscaling for smoother playback of your DVD-Video on high-definition display. Upscale DVD-video to fit your HD display, regardless of the platform!
• . Support for HD video formats like AVCHD, AVCREC, BD-R/BD-RE and BD-ROM
• . Dolby TrueHD and DTS-HD
• . Dolby Headphone/Dolby Virtual Speaker/Dolby Pro Logic IIxT
• . Trimension All2HD

WinDVD 2010 Standard is part of the Corel® Digital StudioT suite.
What’s New:

• WinDVD Pro 2010 offers new performance enhancements and better power management create a smoother, higher quality DVD software experience
• Faster and Smoother DVD Playback
• The latest GPU/CPU enhancements make WinDVD faster and DVD playback smoother than ever before.
• Advanced Upscaling
• Upscale your DVD collections to fit your HD display-regardless of the platform-with Corel’s new high-performance upscaling technology that takes SD video up to near-HD quality.
• Simple New Design
• The world’s #1 video and DVD player software now features a new design to simplify your DVD software experience. Enjoy the movie even more with easier and faster access to controls. New support for Windows® 7 touch-screen features even lets you access all of WinDVD’s controls with the touch of a finger. See for yourself!
• Advanced Power Management
• A new DVD software power scheme for Windows Vista® and Windows® 7 maximizes battery life without compromising video quality. Now you can now catch the end of that movie in vivid detail, even on battery mode.
• Camcorder Playback

Forget the hassle of showing friends your videos on a small camera or camcorder screen-just plug in and press Play! Without any downloading, WinDVD 2010 lets you plug in your camera and playback videos directly on your PC for all to see.

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VSO image resize software organizes your photos by shrinking their resolution or moving them within your hard drive. VSO Image resizer is the perfect tool for those who store their digital pictures and images on their PC and who want to resize, compress, convert, create copies, create thumbnails, import or organize photos. With this free resize image software, you can create e-mail friendly versions of your images, load them faster, move them easily from folder to folder, change their format, edit large numbers of image files/batch image resize and thus save space on your hard drive. Using high resolution 1600×1200 for creating wallpaper or file-sharing you can save your memory. VSO Image Resizer can also change file names using a template and you can add your own watermark with transparency support. VSO Image resizer is integrated into the Windows explorer shell, right click on your pictures and start working on your pictures !

Key Features

• new v2 : new engine, 2x faster, support multi-core CPU
• new v2 : works on file, folder and subfolders
• Configurable compression/resolution ratio
• Support file formats: Jpeg, gif, bmp, tiff etc
• Support Digital Camera RAW formats: Canon .CR2, Nikon .NEF , .MRW Minolta
• Customizable templates for renaming files : Iphone wallpaper, PAL , NTSC, Ipod etc..
• Webmaster tool : Add your logo or watermark file
• Reduce photos size, perfect for web publishing/share photos by email
• Integrate in windows explorer or works as a stand-alone application
• Import directly from your memory cards
• Save history of destination folder
• Variable options and settings for advanced users
• Multilingual support (available languages…)

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STOPzilla successfully detects, blocks, and removes Spyware, Adware, Pop-up ads, Phishing attacks, hijackers, rootkits, Trojans, bots, drive-by downloads, rogue programs, messenger service ads, keyloggers, malicious BHOs, dialers, and much more.
STOPzilla?s user interface is a convenient ‘console’ from which you can access all major settings, features, and tools. STOPzilla has been specifically designed to perform effectively regardless of the user?s level of computer expertise. Use the default settings, or configure in detail the type of protection you wish. With STOPzilla, your time can be spent surfing the Web, not worrying about Spyware and Adware.

Features :
Detects, blocks, and quarantines Spyware and Adware in true real time.
On-demand & automatic Spyware scanning.
Updates automatically for optimal protection.
Most advanced Pop-up protection available.
Kills Browser Hijackers, removes rootkits, prevents botnet attacks.
Blocks Phishing Attacks, protects from malicious Web sites.
Clears Cookies & History.
FREE unlimited customer support via live chat, e-mail or toll-free calls.

Integrated :
Integrated SPYWARE Remover
Integrated ADWARE Remover
Integrated POP-UP Blocker
Integrated COOKIE Eraser
Integrated HISTORY Eraser
Integrated HIJACK Protection

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* Invoicing software to create all business Invoices and Quotations or Proposals.
* Runs on Windows 2000, ME, XP, 2003 Server & Vista
* Can be fully integrated with a Cashbook module allowing you prepare simple accounts and income & expenses statements .
* Multi-company invoicing software allowing you to use it for more than one company or business
* Insert Paypal links in emailed invoices to collect credit card payments over the internet
* Create and manage recurring invoices
* Import your existing Customer and Product List from MS Excel and other formats
* Able to export Invoice listing to MS Excel and other formats.
* Tax can be set for businesses who do not bill tax, businesses that bill one level of Tax and businesses that bill 2 levels of Tax (e.g. Canada).
* Invoicing software that allows you to customize Invoice and Quotations body columns according to your needs.
* Keeps track of customer payments and outstanding invoices. Allows deposit payments, partial payments or multiple payments for a single invoice if necessary.
* Create new Invoices from quotation contents and vice versa. E.g. if your customer confirms your quote, you can instantly create a corresponding invoice for it with just one mouse click.
* Flexible Invoicing software that’s able to copy contents from one document to another.
* Can enable or disable “Product List” depending on whether yours is a trading or service oriented business.
* InstantInvoice 3, Invoicing software can build customer lists on the fly. This means that as you key in your invoices, new customers can be automatically added to the customer list for use in future invoices or quotations.
* Build product list on the fly. This means that you can add items to your invoices even if it doesn’t exist in your product list. You can then easily save new items to your product list.
* At the click of a mouse, the Invoice and quotation body can be easily changed from a pick list (if you need to pick from your product list) to a traditional data entry column when you simply want to key in any text or messages to the invoice body.
* Invoicing Software with powerful “find” features to quickly locate your invoices or quotations by customer, dates or invoice/ quotation number.
* Able to add an image or logo as your business letterhead.
* Can enable or disable shipping address in invoices and quotes.
* Invoicing software allows you to preview all reports on screen before printing.
* Email all documents and reports as a PDF (Adobe Acrobat) format. No additional filters required.
* Send Emails.
* View and print reports of invoice totals over a period including tax breakdown.
* View & print outstanding invoices.
* Generate customer statement of accounts.
* Generate 3 dimensional graphical bar chart by month or by year for invoice totals to track business progress over time.
* Password protect your database.
* Invoicing software with built in backup/ archive & restore function.

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Once you’ve spent just a few minutes with the program, you can prepare and print invoices and sales receipts in literally seconds! Designed with ease of use as a primary feature, the friendly menu system will also help you maintain Product and Customer Lists, quickly search for past documents, print useful reports, send invoices to customers (print, fax, or e-mail), and much more.

PREPARE INVOICES AND RECEIPTS IN JUST SECONDS

Once you’ve spent just a few minutes with the program, you can prepare and print invoices and sales receipts in literally seconds! Designed with ease of use as a primary feature, the friendly menu system will also help you maintain Product and Customer Lists, quickly search for past documents, print useful reports, send invoices to customers (print, fax, or e-mail), and much more.

TRACK IMPORTANT SALES-RELATED INFORMATION

A powerful, easy-to-use search wizard makes locating previous entries fast and easy. A built in Sales Journal will help you track how many sales were made during a certain period, monitor salesperson performance, and determine the total amount of sales tax collected for a given period. Theprogram will also keep customer and product lists so you can reuse data and minimize typing. Please see our screen shots for visual examples of these features.

STAY IN CONTROL WITH THE ABILITY TO OVERRIDE DATA

Sales tax is computed automatically, and you have the option to apply discounts and override data — giving you complete control and flexibility when creating invoices and sales receipts.

HELP IS NEVER FAR AWAY

In addition to its intuitive design and friendly menu system, the program installs with a concise, well-written help system to ensure you can fully use all its functions right away. Although not usual, if further assistance is needed, just refer to the “Technical Support” section in the help system to get personalized help.

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kBilling is a great billing / invoice program for any business. Whether you’re sending bills for your professional services, running a retail store, invoicing customers for repair work, or running an Internet business, kBilling can simplify your billing and save you time and money. You don’t have to be – or hire – an accountant to use kBilling. kBilling and increase your productivity immediately!

• No technical computer or accounting knowledge needed to install and use kBilling.
• Create and manage quotes (proposals) and invoices quickly and easily.
• Manage recurring billing cycles (subscriptions).
• Password protection for company files.
• Unlimited customers, invoices, quotes and items.
• Unlimited number of companies.
• Create, email and print professional invoices.
• Free technical support by phone, email or online forum
• In addition to our free 30 day trial we maintain a 30 day no-questions-asked money back guarantee!
• Fully supports multiple users over a network.
• Print invoices on standard computer paper using any type of printer – no need for expensive forms.
• Drop invoices into standard windowed envelopes and never print address labels again.
• Manage customer databases.
• Manage product databases.
• Send newsletters to your customers.
• International currency and date support.
• Charge credit cards over the Internet using your Authorize.Net, Verisign, GoToBilling, IPPAY or Plug N’ Pay account.
• Still curious? The Online manual and the FAQ are both available for online browsing. The manual comes with the software too!

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Your office suite is the most important application on your PC for document creation, both at work and for personal tasks.
Choose the right office suite, and you will become more productive immediately. Choose SoftMaker Office 2010, and you will get the job done in less time, with better results, and at a drastically lower cost than with Microsoft Office.
If you need to exchange Word documents, Excel sheets, or PowerPoint presentations with colleagues and business partners, you are no longer dependent on high-priced Microsoft Office: SoftMaker Office 2010 reads and writes all your Word, Excel, and PowerPoint files seamlessly.
Choose SoftMaker Office 2010 as your office suite, and you will get the job done in less time and with better results.

SoftMaker Office reads and writes Microsoft Word, Excel, and PowerPoint files seamlessly – and costs only a fraction of Microsoft Office.
Everything speaks for SoftMaker Office 2010:
Powerful: Sophisticated office software for business and home users alike.
Compatible: Reads and writes all Microsoft Word, Excel, and PowerPoint files seamlessly.
Fast: Starts and works blazingly fast. Slow is out.
Reliable: Does what you want. No nasty surprises.

SoftMaker Office 2010 comes with the following applications:

TextMaker 2010, the reliable and friendly word processor that reads and writes Microsoft Word files without a hitch.

PlanMaker 2010, the fully Excel-compatible spreadsheet that lets you create the most elaborate worksheets.

SoftMaker Presentations 2010, the Presentation graphics program that simply creates better-looking presentations than Microsoft PowerPoint.

BasicMaker 2010, a scripting language and environment that lets you automate recurring tasks.

All programs are a perfect match. They not only provide consistent menu and dialog box arrangements, but can also exchange data smoothly with each other.

Fast. Nobody wants to wait.

Nobody likes to wait. You should not put up with slow office software – period! SoftMaker Office starts lightning fast, works lightning fast and calculates lightning fast. While the competition still tallies up the figures, your document is already done!
But SoftMaker Office is not only fast: it also has minimal hardware requirements. SoftMaker Office cuts a fine figure even on netbooks.
You can also install SoftMaker Office 2010 on a USB stick. That way, you always have your office suite with you, ready for use.
Compatible. Microsoft Office, OpenDocument, and many more.
When you receive documents from colleagues or customers, you want to edit them with your office suite. That’s why SoftMaker Office reads and writes Word, Excel, and PowerPoint files with highest fidelity. You can even set your default file types to “Word”, “Excel”, and “PowerPoint”, and never worry about exchanging documents again!

InfoWorld magazine says: “SoftMaker Office shows superior compatibility with Microsoft Office formats, while OpenOffice.org 3.1 falls flat.”

TextMaker also supports the open document standard OpenDocument, making it compatible with OpenOffice.org. In addition, SoftMaker Office exports documents, worksheets, and presentations to PDF format.
What’s new in SoftMaker Presentations 2010?

• NEW: Document tabs for easy switching between open documents
• NEW: Breathtaking animations and transitions based on DirectX
• NEW: Font embedding in presentation files
• NEW: All drawings are now fully antialiased.
• NEW: Strong graphics features such as mirror effects, soft shadows, transparencies, and image manipulation
• NEW: The new sidebar offers all important settings for designing slides.
• NEW: Picture collections
• NEW: Export to HTML
• NEW: Improved PDF export

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Apapun yang kurasa malam ini serasa seperti mati, dimana aku yang dulu?, aku kehilangan jati diri. Tak mengapa kalau memang harus seperti itu, mungkin itu yang terbaik. Tidak ada rasa sesal yang tak perih, aku mulai muak dengan segala falsafah dan petuah. Aku kehilangan keseimbangan.

Biarkanlah semua itu saling silih berganti, aku tak mau ambil peduli, aku bukan bayi lagi, aku telah remaja meskipun belum dewasa, aku telah berhak menentukan cara dan jalanku sendiri. Apa yang telah terjadi itu adalah mimpi dan takkan terbukti, hiasan-hiasan perjalanan hidupku yang mungkin menjadi perona irama perjalanan langkahku mencari kebahagiaan.

Apa dan dimana, takkan kuperdulikan lagi, selama ini telah menjadi duri dalam daging, yang harus segera aku cabut dan kucampakkan. Aku harus mulai mempersiapkan hal baru yang mungkin dapat membawa pembaharuan, akan segera aku cari apa yang dapat memberiku kedamain dan kebahagiaan.

Tuhan maha pengampun, maha pemberi, sedangkan manusia tidak, biarkanlah…

Biarkan ia meneiti jalan hidupnya sendiri, teguh pada keyakinan hatinya, atau berpegang pada kaidah-kaidah yang dianggap pantas untuk diterapkan dan dihujamkan kedadaku, ini aku,,,ini aku sayang?, segera lakukan dan selesaikanlah…hingga kemenangan dapat kau rasakan dengan telak dan begitu mudah…

Dada ini telah siap dan selalu tak menghindar, aku lelaki yang takut akan PATI, dan mengelak dari Karena nyeri. Aku utuh sebagaimana yang kau lihat dan yang kaurasa, meski tak pernah berharga, patah dan serkah…begitulah adanya Tuhan menciptakan aku.

Dunia memang bukan tempat yang abadi, perubahan dan perputaran akan terus bergulir, Apa dan dimana kita kini takkan pernah berarti makna, abaikanlah..sejauh itu dapat membuatmu bahagia…

Aku juga tak pernah menyangka dan berencana akan awal dari pertemuan kita, dan aku juga takkan menduga kalu begini akhirnya, bagimu biasa bagiku adalah itu sangatlah langka. Mestinya dulu aku harus pergi jauh, menutup mata dan telinga agar tak melihat dan mendengar apa yang kau kata, aku harusnya kejam dan mengatakan TIDAK!.

Aku percaya ini takkan terulang lagi seumur hidup, sekali ini terabaikan, maka hilanglah semuanya,,sirna tanpa ada makna…

Kalu kau sadari hidup ini pilihan bukan keputusan, mungkin kau sedikit sadar, bahwa itu adalah awal dari sebuah keberhasilan, dan memang harus dibayar dengan aneka cobaan.

Tapi sudahlah,,

Manusia memang tak ada yang sama, hanya ini satu isyarat memang kita harus begini,,,

                          

Malam ini Hujan turun, meskipun deras tapi sebentar. Sedikit kilat dan suara petir, Sejak pagi tadi aku tak beraktivitas, aku buang waktu ku ditempat tidur, menjamah makanan pun tidak, saat  terbangun tadi aku masih mengingat seseorang, kembali lagi rasa itu datang. aku memang tak bisa melepaskannya.  Hanya cigarette ini yang aku nyalakan dan start untuk memikirkannya kembali, aku telusuri fikiran ku sendiri, jauh dan jauh..Mungkin ini akan menjadi derita panjang bila aku selalu mengingat dan mengenang dirinya, berkali kutepis tapi tetap saja ada.

Hingga hampir tengah malam ini aku masih mengingat-ingat, apa yang pernah kami lakukan pada saat jam malam ini, aku jadi terharu, sesak dan menangis lagi, lelaki macam apa aku ini?

Sering sekali aku berencana tapi gagal, sering mengeluh tapi tak ada yang mendengar, feeling selalu meleset, identik dengan kesusahan. aku tak ingin berkata-kata lagi, aku sekarang telah mendapat gelar baru yaitu” PEMBOHONG”, kata itu seperti serpihan batu menghujam kepalaku..kaki lemas dan badan dingin. tapi kalau itu bentuk Image-nya..apa mau dikata?

Apa selama ini semua orang merasa aku tipu dengan kebohongan?, sebegitu parahnya..aku takkan meluruskan ataupun memaksa seseorang untuk percaya kepadaku, biarlah aku dikatakan pembohong, pendusta, dan penghianat.

Aku telah pasrah,,,aku takkan bereaksi apa-apa, Satu kepala satu hati itulah aku, apa yang orang lain lihat tentang aku akan selalu beda presepsinya dan itu adalah haknya!

Aku sering dalam situasi yang rumit, sehingga apa yang aku perbuat adalah bentuk kekonyolan, sering lupa hari, lupa nama orang, dan lupa apa telah aku kerjakan. Aku hanya memikirkan apa yang sedang ingin aku raih, sesuatu yang menurutku amatlah berharga, tapi aku tak pernah menghalalkan segala cara untuk mendapatkan sesuatu, I am still in Line.

Terkurung dan dan terjepit diantara dua pilihan, aku takkan berharap, sekarang aku telah mengalami suatu yang rumit, saat-saat sulit tengah aku jalani, jika aku masih terbangun esok pagi, artinya sang pencipta masih memberiku kesempatan, aku masih punya waktu untuk bertahan. kisah dan cerita apa lagi yang kan terjadi padaku, akan aku jalani dengan penuh ketabahan dan kesadaran tinggi. Naluriku belum mati, hati dan jiwaku masih ada dan mampu untuk membendung ini semua. I WILL SURVIVE..

                          

Radio Player “RadioSure” gives you a very convenient opportunity for listening to Internet radio. The basic rule – it should be simple, reliable and simple …

Key features:

* More than 12000 stations already included in the delivery
* Supports major Internet radio formats – mp3, wma, ogg vorbis, aac + and other
* Quick and easy search of your favorite stations
* Smooth and easy switching between stations, including crossfade effect
* Write the ether on the disc, dividing the records on the track
* Simultaneous recording of multiple stations
* Automatic Update Program
* To automate, you can use startup options
* Supports Windows XP and Vista 32 and 64 bit
* Full support for UNICODE – all your local stations were beautifully displayed and are available to search
* And much more ….

                          

seharian aku habiskan bersama teman-teman, aku undang mereka datang, dan ada yang sengaja aku cari supaya mereka berkumpul. Kurang dari 2 jam rumahku mulai penuh orang, wow!, mereka betuk-betul setia kawan, hanya dengan calling dan sedikit sms, mereka langsung menyerbu rumah.

aku sebenanrnya minder ketemu orang banyak, tapi, sebagian besar telah aku kenal, yang sering aku marah-marahi, umpat-umpat saat proyek dan bussines berjalan, untungnya meraka selalu positif thinking dengan apa yang kulakuakan selama ini. tanpa ada rasa dendam ataupun ganjalan lain mereka menerima dan mengerti maksud baik yang selama ini aku katakan.

Mulut dan bibir boleh berdusta, hati boleh menyangkal, tapi yang tak bisa disembunyikan adala raut wajah, dari wajahku mereka seakan-akan tau aku sedang dilanda kesedihan yang begitu dalam, meski aku tak pernah cerita kepada mereka, tepi mereka sanggup memberiku tawa, gelak-gelak kecil yang membiat aku sedikit lupa akan kesedihan yang kualami.

Memang tidak sekali aku mengalami ini, dan ini kebetulan beruntun  terjadi 2 kali dalam setahun, aku betul-betul kusut dan payah, dan banyak aktivitas dan program project tersendat. Bisa-bisanya aku sampai melupakan itu semua gara-gara masalah. aku tak ingat kawan, kerjaan, bahkan diri sendiri.

Teman memang tak kucari, dan tak ada niatan berteman dengan siapapun, tetapi saat batin mulai merasa nyaman dan butuh pada individu lain, maka fisik hanyalah pembungkus saja, hati dan fikiranlah selebihnya yang akan mengendalikan seorang manusia akan berjalan kemana dan punya tujuan apa.

Kawan-kawan yang datang ini adalah orang-orang yang merasa terikat bathin, terikat hati dimana sadar saling berbagi dan bekerja sama, hal-hal lain dapat mereka abaikan, aku sangat salut dan bangga akan hal itu, bahkan dengan blak-blakan mereka bicara ditengah kawan-kawanku yang lain, rindu akan aku yang dulu, yang begitu keras dan tak pernah mentorelir adanya pelencengan yang menimbulkan project sekecil apapun gagal.

Aku tak pernah kesulitan dengan mereka soal kerjaan, perkataan, dan bahkan, persoalan pribadi, mereka faham dan bagaimana proses harus dijalankan. jika mengutamakan hal-hal lain maka akan jadi tidak sejalan dan tidak akan selesai optimal. memang ada sedikit tekanan kalau tidak terbiasa dan memaksa, ada sedikit kejenuhan karena monotan, tapi itu tidaklah selamanya demikian. ada saat dimana semuanya itu harus selesai dan mereka kembali normal seperti sedia kala, dan dapat menikmati hasil jerih payahnya setelah semuanya usai. Dan mereka dapat segara normal seperti sedia kala, kembali pada kehidupanya.

Selama beberapa minggu yang lalu telah lenyap dari mereka, aku tak lagi bertemu dan kontak, aku memang ingin sendiri saja, ada sesuatau yang aku anggap penting dan serius yang mereka tidak perlu tau dan terlibat. Aku tau mereka kehilangan, dan selalu meminta , apa yang bisa mereka lakukan untuk masalah yang kualami, tapi aku selalu tutup mulut, memang semua ini betul-betul tak bisa diselesikan dan kalau aku sharing, salah-salah mereka akan pusing.

Suatu hal yang baru memang agak menyulitkan, kita sering tak biasa dan emosi dibuatnya, sangat jauh dengan kebiasaan-kebiasaa kita , namanya juga “BARU”. Kalau baru kita perlu tau, perlu penyesuaian, perlu pengertian, dan bukan bantahan atau sanggahan dan diakhiri suatu keputusan, kita harus sadar bahwa hidup ini adalah belajar dan perlu penyesuaian yang memerlukan kelapangan hati dan fikiran. Soal perasaan adalah timbul karena kita tak nyaman, dan tak terbiasa, bila kita kenal lebih dalam dan jauh, kita akan mengerti dan kemudian paham.

Jika anda mengerti dengan yang saya katakan maka anggukkan kepala, Hitung dalam hati hingga hitungan ke-seratus dan anda akan “setuju”,,, jika tidak, silahkan buatkan saya kopi lagi,,